When life goes wrong

When one day is so long

Seem so hard to take any breath in

To open my eyes to each new day

I found myself driving around the road

I might stop at where I want

Those places may have had

Blue sky, water, tree, flowers, birds fly on top of my head

I found myself sit on the chair

Under big tree, where my face can feel all the wind

When I hold a book in front of my eyes

And just put those words inside my soul

When I put some music into my brain

When my mind contain millions thing I want to say

When my heart does not know what to do or react beside silent

When my body completely shut down on me

If I’m tired of sitting

I stand up and keep walking about 6 round around the lake

But it turns out that was the best

Calm, silent, peace

I ever have done for my own sake

Those problems find its way to disappear for a while

When I feel better

I drive my car back the house

Where my heart belongs

I still give a smile for myself

To keep moving and be happy again

That was and always

Be my best therapy in life

During the rough day

For a woman like me

Author(s)

  • Chanda Mang

    Accounting Undergrad,Healer, Writer, Mentor

    I am currently a part time student at University of Houston - Downtown. While still pursuing my degree in Accounting, I found a lot of thing around my life, what I want to do, get to know my purpose to live for, the dreams to wake up to make it happen each day, and passion to follow. I just want to give a piece of my idea, my experienced throughout of my life to the world, and those who need to hear. Life is not perfect as we think and make a plan for, but we have a choice to make it happen the way we want to. I have a strong believe that if you find your true self, you will enjoy your life more than you ever did. So I want to be a healer, a mentor, an adviser, a businesswoman some day, and I willing to help those who seeking for a better word to change their expectation of life, guide those young woman, and young girl who still find their true beauty in themselves. I hope that my words, my story, and my own experienced will help to shape some people's life, and live their like the way I chose to live mine as well.