I cleaned my closet. I’m taking one moment at a time. Being open to God’s will for my life. Making room for prosperity in the form of experiencing being taken care of holistically: financially, mentally, spiritually, emotionally and sexually.
My new business buddy, Kisma Donna Orbovich, asked me what I wanted last week and shared my desire to experience love in the form of tangible care.
Since then I’ve been being with this truth: in my ENTIRE life, I have always provided. Even in Momma’s house. I would work — underage — scrubbing floors and selling shoes at Kenny Shoe Store in Mondomin Mall in Baltimore. I give my checks to Monma. With my very first check I bought my oldest sis Nichole (RIP) riding boots.
I have always provided. Not as an obligation but as a deep honor to take care of those I love and consider my own.
I didn’t realize it until speaking with Kimsa about prosperity, that I have a practice of buying love.
I wrote and did three Facebook Lives about this after I posted my well-being update. I did my first live about the sadness of this realization on Wed. On Thursday the manifestation happened. Saturday, God kicked the manifesting doors OFF THE HINGES!
I am being with that I really CAN have the desires of my heart — without putting out, giving head, or paying for it in any way shape, or form. As a girl from the streets, this is nothing short of a manifested miracle. A new reality is arising… and I am taking it on.
I love you,