VULNERABLE POST – PLEASE PRAY FOR ME
i know it is not common to be vulnerable on a post. most of us post our best moments, our triumphs while only a few share their defeats. i have been guilty of this too.
but for anyone who knows me,you know that for most of my life i have been overweightand i have been on a cycle of doing something to lose weight and then getting bored with it and rationalising to myself that who i am on the inside is more important than what i look like on the outside.
i have spent a lot of time getting to know myself. seeing what i do well and accepting my flaws, and loving myself no matter what.
i have made up numerous stories to protect myself and to rationalize my actions to myself and to you.
and still, i have tried numerous times to drop weight and it works for a while until it doesn’t and the weight comes back and the cycle continues
i have even reached out to people for their prayers to help me on this journey and people have been so kind and generous and loving and supportive and i lose weight for a while until again i don’t.
i could worry about it and feel sorry for myself, but i don’t; nor do i want that or anything for that matter from you, i want only to come clean, to stand vulnerably before you and to share with you not only my strength but my weakness.
and in that vulnerability, i make public to you my desire to once again come forward and share with you i have felt the call within me to drop the walls i carry, and lose the weight that protects me from feeling those closest to me and that disconnects me from you.
if you have read this far thank you. i am almost done 🙂 i want nothing from you. i am not selling a program, nor am i trying to make myself appear more than i am; i want only to to share with you a place where i feel out of alignment.
i ask god to bless us and to give us the strength to do what we know is in front of us and i ask you your forgiveness if i have ever tried to appear to be more than i am.
i want to live in a new way danny plus nothing.
thank you for the courage you show in living your life. you inspire me.
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